trust ur heart....

what wears us
down the most
in life aren't
the chances
we don't take,
the dreams
we put aside,
the adventures
we push away...
so whtever it is
you're waiting
in life,
go for it!
always remeber,
no matter what,
TRUST YOUR HEART...

Wanita Ibarat Rama-Rama

Wahai wanita,
anda adalah perhiasan.
Dunia ini menjadi indah
kerana adanya anda yg bernama
WANITA...
 
Tanpa anda dunia pasti diselubungi sugul.
Para lelaki yg mendiami bumi ini akan
ketandusan kasih.
Dunia pasti tidak menarik untuk didiami.
Rasanya dunia akan penuh dengan kekejaman
dan 'perbuatan2 sampai hati'
sesama sendiri

Wahai wanita,
anda ibarat rama-rama yg
mengindahkan lagi alam.
Anda telah menyempurnakan keindahan bunga.
Sempurnalah keindahan apabila bunga
dikitari sang rama-rama.
Namun anda yg bernama wanita,
mengapa ramai sekali yg sengaja merosakkan
diri di tengah2
kebuasan lelaki...

Memang keinginan untuk berteman fitrah insan,
tapi tak usah mangsakan diri anda untuk lelaki yg
kurang perasaan.
Tamsilkanlah diri anda sebagaimana rama-rama.
Keindahan anda mudah terlerai
sebagaimana mudahnya rama-rama
terlerai
daripada keindahannya apabila ia disentuh.

Tatkala rama-rama sudah hilang keindahan,
tiada siapa akan pedulikannya lagi.
Memang ramai wanita berasa bangga
apabila ia digilai ramai lelaki.

Tapi wahai wanita,
sayap anda yg indah itu
pasti luntur sedikit demi sedikit,
melekat dijari lelaki tatkala dia menyentuh anda,
sebagaimana
sayap rama-rama berpindah coraknya kejari anda
tatkala anda menyentuh serangga yg kecil itu.

Apakah anda tidak berasa rugi?
Apakah anda tidak berasa apa2 yg hilang?

Jika anda seorang wanita sejati,
anda patut berasa rugi
sebab ketahuilah,
lelaki amat berbangga
sekali apabila dia dapat meletakkan tangannya
keatas tubuh anda
sedangkan dia tahu,
dia tidak berhak
dia tidak berhak berbuat begitu.

Bezanya lelaki dengan wanita,
lelaki tidak kehilangan apa2
biar berapa ramai wanita yg berada
disekelilingnya,
tapi anda pasti rugi setiap kali ada tangan2 yg
tidak berhak
hinggap di tubuh anda.

Hanya dengan sekali sentuh corak rama-rama
sudah boleh musnah,
kalau dua kali sentuh
mungkin seluruh coraknya tiada,
kalau tiga kali
sentuh tidak mustahil sayap yg asalnya indah itu
terkoyak
Jatuhlah sang rama-rama diatas tanah
tanpa siapa mempedulikannya lagi

Lihatlah kehidupan dari sudut yg begini.
Agar dengan itu anda dapat memelihara diri
daripada menjadi habuan sang lelaki yg hanya
ingin
mencalitkan noda keatas diri anda.
Apa untungnya digilai dan diminati,
kemudian berkorban sesuatu
apabila ditagih atau diragut dengan kasar,
kemudian anda ditinggalkan pergi.
Di manakah nilai anda
setelah jatuh ke tanah
dan kedua2 belah sayap anda telah tiada..

Wahai wanita,
kasihilah diri anda
dengan menjadikan diri anda berharga.
Nilai anda tentu terletak pada harga diri
yg hanya sanggup dibayar
oleh seorang lelaki dengan harga kejujuran.
Apalah ertinya digilai kalau yg menggilai hanya
lelaki yg tidak tahu diri.
Anda sama sekali tidak berharga biarpun tinggi
nilainya di mata lelaki yg tahunya melihat anda
sebagai alat permainan..

Tapi anda ibarat mutiara
dipuncak bukit
di mata seorang lelaki yg jujur.
Memang sukar sedikit untuk mencari mereka.
Biar terlewat,
sebab bersikap pemilih daripada tersalah pilih.
Lelaki terbaik tidak mudah ditemui di mana2.
Dia satu dalam seribu.
Sudah tentu payah mencarinya..
Itu lebih baik daripada bertemu insan yg salah,
sudahnya hanya mencemarkan hidup anda.

Biar hidup sendiri dan selesa membina pahala
daripada hidup berdua
tetapi menjadi pencetus dosa ke neraka.

Biar hidup seorang
dan menuju TUHAN dengan selesa dan bahagia,
daripada hidup berdua
dan merasakan diri masih menggoda untuk
semua.

Biar hidup sendiri dan masih kekal serinya
daripada dikelilingi lelaki
tetapi telah hilang maruah diri.

Biar lambat bertemu jodoh
tetapi tinggi peribadi
daripada cepat jodohnya
tetapi tidak lama ditinggalkan pergi.

Biar menjadi rama-rama
dengan sayapnya
yg terang dan indah
daripada sang kelkatu
yg menerjah api.

Cuci Mata d #LataRek

    Proudly to say im kelantanese. But im sad to inform this is my first time im reached here. Lata Rek. Recreation place especially for Picnic and Spend time with your Family.We dropped by here after "Hantar Menantu " Zakiah (Refer Previous Post) to Kuala Krai, Kelantan. dont have any water activity just taking the pic as a memories and proof that i'm here...Hhahahaa...Personally for me, is quite nice. Water Flowing smoothly, clean environment, providing facility like toilet, near with village (so not too scary), and cloudy area so its more comfortable if u want to have a BBQ..

Only 5 minutes drive from the Main Road.

 Lata Rek

 Only a Part of Family - My sibling - Nieces

 Me - Beloved Mum - Sister

- SELAMAT PENGANTIN BARU -

Hari Malaysia, 15 Sept 2012... Selain sambutan hari Malaysia, hari ini hari yang di tunggu2 dan bersejarah dalam hidup kawan baik ku, Puan Zakiah. Hari yang akan menjadi saksi penyatuan dua yang hati yang tulus di dalam mempertahankan kesucian cinta mereka.

Kami berkenalan dari tadika.. Sama-sama bermain dan belajar sehingga mampu mengenal ABC dan mengira 123.Suatu tempoh yang lama. kita bersama-sama mencipta memori pada zaman kanak2. Terpisah bila remaja. bila masing-masing memilih haluan sendiri. tapi kenangan kita takkan berpisah.


Tapi hari ni, kamu akan menjadi milik orang lain. Semoga berbahagia di samping suami tersayang dan tabah dalam melayari bahtera cinta.

 Zakiah & Jailani

Me - My Niece - Zakiah

"Purest Of Pain"

A dedication song From me to me because of your married that make me feel lonely, empty and useless...
like people said enough is enough but for me its will take a time to throw away this frustrated.

"Purest Of Pain"

I'm sorry I didn't mean to call
but I couldn't fight it
I guess I was weak and couldn't even hide it
and so I surrender just to hear your voice
I know how many times I said I'm gonna to live with out you
and maybe someone else is standing there beside you
but there's something baby that you need to know
that deep inside me I feel like I'm dying
I have to see you it's all that I'm asking.
Vida, give me back my fantasies
the courage that I need to live
the air that I breathe
carino mio, my world becomes so empty
my day's are so cold and lonely
and each night I taste
the purest of pain.
I wish I could tell you I'm feeling better every day
that it didn't hurt me when you walked away
but to tell you the truth I can't find my way
and deep inside me I feel like I'm dying
I have to see you it's all that I'm asking.
Vida, give me back...

Penawar Rindu

Berapa lama masa di perlukan untuk mengubat hati yg Luka..? 

Selepas penantian 10 Tahun berakhir dengan Sia2...

This is my we called Life

everything happen for the reason. But i don't know whether the reason is acceptable or not because in short term i do not see any advantage from this "incident". only disadvantage because i will losing someone that i really admire for the 11 years.

Now i do not know how to describe my feeling..Happy or sad. Maybe im happy because i do not need to stick anymore to the past memories and try to build a new memorable memories. But at the same time its hurting me so much because i loose someone that i really really need..there have a pro and con.

As a human we need to accept the qada & qadar. Losing him doesnt mean your life also destroy. Think positive, maybe this is a challenge and the opportunity for me to find someone better. Find someone that able to guide me to the right way..Help me to forget the sadness and frustrated..Amin

-hardest thing to believe-

you're engaged..

so it is true right..i was heard this "good" news last year but i was thought it is just a rumors..i always keep asking people around me because i want to know the truth. Finally the truth was revealed last a few days..i believe it because it is a words from your childhood friend..whether i like or not i need to believe..

For the first time in my life i feel very disapointed, stressful and painful..i cant face the reality because its too hurt.. im not strong enough to face and accept the truth..everytime people told me about you. im always deny it..because my hope and my faith always be there with you.. hoping one day u u'll aware and feel my sincerity but finally in the end i gain nothing..

God i really need ur guidance and ur blessing to get him back.. i didt want to make any bad wishes and ruin their happiness but im really want him..i am willing to do anything as long as he will stay beside me forever n ever..im not good enough to let u go without doing anything..

he engaged but i dont know with who, what time and next planning for the wedding..i felt useless because i did not have any information..I know that im not good enough in investigation especially when it is related with him...But i must to figure out.. This is the awkward moments when you waiting for him for the 11 years but then he turn out to another girl..very disappointed right..

quote from love stories " when people are meant to be together, no matter what the relationship, God will always find a way to bring them together no matter how far apart" i hope it's referring to my relationship..i still feel the bound between us but i cannot pull it to become more closer ..but im always afraid if this bound will break in the middle of our conjuction to improving the relationship.. =)