Saturday, June 19, 2010


taun ini adalah taun pertama ak x dpt meraikan hari AYAH bersama-sama....
tp ani sentiasa ingat segala jasa n pengorbann AYAH selama ni..
semoga AYAH bahagia di sana...

Sunday, June 13, 2010

......broken heart........

This is for the broken hearted.
I know how you feel.
Empty, betrayed, and no happiness whatsoever.
You don't want to laugh,
because you know it's not going to help,
but you don't want to cry,
because it will just make you feel worse.
You feel like your heart is falling apart, but not only that,
but you know soon your life is going to feel like it's falling apart too.

You don't think it will ever end,
and no matter what this person has done to you,
it feels impossible to stop loving them.
And everyone wonders why if they have hurt you so much,
then why do you still love them.

That's the confusing part,
you don't know why, you just do,
and the people who hurt you the most,
and normally the ones you love the most.
And then, after a few weeks,
you finally feel a sense of relief,
like you're getting happy again,
but you know inside that you're just going into denial.

And after a few more weeks,
you're back to where you were an empty soul and teary eyes.
You thought you got over them,
but really, you just stopped showing it.
And you can't help but to show it again.
It leaves deep scars on your heart that are there forever.
And no one understands how you feel, and how deep you are hurt,
no matter who they are, because it hasn't happened to them
And even if it has, every broken heart is different.

They don't know the true pain you feel and carry each and everyday now,
so you learn that basically you are alone with all this.
And the feeling starts to overwhelm you,
and suddenly you just break down,
right there, because you know you've had enough,

the tears just instantly start flowing,
and you're to the point where you don't care who see's.
Because you've spent so many nights lying awake in bed,
and so many days being haunted by the scars and fear of rejection.
And in the midst of all these tears, you know that its not helping any,
and it's not going to bring them back,
if you ever even had them in the first place.

After about a million tears have been cried,
you finally pull yourself back together and keep going.
Your throat starts to clench
and your eyes burn with the tears you are trying to hold back.
Everyone says, "It will be okay…” But you know it won't.
And that’s the truth, it won’t.

And you look back on all of the hurt you had from this,
and you realize that people are horrible.
You're still hurt,
but you've learned to hide it so that everyone thinks you are okay.
So now every time you see this person,
you know you still love them,
and you feel a slight tingle in your heart yearning for them to love you,
screaming out, but for some reason they don't hear it.
And then you sit back
and wonder how one person could have caused all of this...

saya tersangat rindu awak...

saya rindu awak sangat2...
datang la..
walaupon dlm mimpi je...
lagu ni untuk awak...

You're my everything
The sun that shines above you makes the blue bird sing
The stars that twinkle way up
in the sky, tell me I'm in love.

When I kiss your lips
I feel the rolling thunder to my fingertips
And all the while my head is in a spin
Deep within I'm in love.

You're my everything
And nothing really matters
but the love you bring
You're my everything
To see you in the morning
with those big brown eyes.

You're my everything
Forever everyday I need you
close to me
You're my everything
you'll never have to worry
Never fear for I am near.

Oh, my everything
I live upon the land
and see the sky above
I swim within her oceans
sweet and warm
There's no storm, my love.

When I hold you tight there's nothing
That can harm you In the lonely night
I'll come to you
And keep you safe and warm
It's so strong, my love.